Time to Fight Back

No one understands what it's like. Unless you have been there, you will never understand. I hate feeling like this. Just when I think that everything will be alright, my world comes crashing down again. I try so hard to fight it, but it's like I'm fighting a battle that I'm meant to lose. This doesn't mean that I will quit fighting though. I cannot let it win. Fighting a battle with yourself is the hardest thing to do. Living with internal turmoil is overwhelming and I have decided to let it out. This blog is my place to share. I have a hard time sharing my feelings and no one (not even those closest to me) know what I go through. I am tired and I refuse to let this beat me.